Saturday, September 15, 2012

S'mores by Candlelight

S'mores.  Gotta love 'em.  My folks gave me a super fun s'more maker years ago, and I've been having a blast sharing it with friends ever since.  My friends and I enjoyed a lovely dinner on the balcony overlooking the river and for dessert:  s'mores!  First you take the mallow...







 Props to my roommate for the excellent table decor!

Psalm 23

Psalm 23.  It's that psalm they read at the funerals in all the movies.  At least that's what I used to think.  

Psalm 23 is one of those passages that has become special to me.  My understanding of that passage has changed after an amazing sermon series by my pastor on how God is our shepherd and all we like sheep.  I also read a gift book on Psalm 23 that helped me to appreciate those verses more.

In December of 2004, we were warned that snow and ice were coming, but I wasn't going to believe it until I saw it, much to my detriment.  I had a dentist appointment, and I was going to have my teeth cleaned before heading out of town for Christmas break with my family despite my mother's warning to head home as soon as possible.  As the dental hygienist chatted and flossed away, my eyes grew large as I saw the flakes start to come down outside the window.  After the appointment, I drove a few streets toward the interstate and saw a helpless woman fishtailing and spinning out in her car trying to climb a hill.  That was enough for me to find the nearest parking lot, which turned out to be a large hospital and medical office complex, and call for back-up, aka my dad (Paw).  He was only 15 minutes away from me working downtown and was heading out of town as well.  He would leave work and come to rescue me!  I went inside the bottom of the medical tower to purchase some hot chocolate and stay warm at the Starbucks.  As the flakes continued to pound down and the hours ticked pass--and the Starbucks closed, I walked the first floor hall of the lonely medical tower.  I was nervous about putting my father in danger having to backtrack in the snow and frustrated that I didn't listen to my mother's advice although my teeth were very shiny and clean.  It ended up taking my Paw almost four hours to make it across town to pick me up and what brought me comfort in the waiting?  Psalm 23.  I recited it to myself many times as I paced the hall waiting, just waiting for my rescue.  Then we drove several more hours home in the snowy darkness, with no difficulties.

Years later as I was working in a public school in a tiny Southern town, I befriended our custodian. He would greet me everyday with his lovely gruff booming voice, and we would chat about our families.  Sadly, he later passed away after a battle with cancer.  I was blessed to know him and so glad that I was able to visit him in the hospital and pass on the Psalm 23 book to him.  I hope it brought him some comfort.

Recently, I was driving on the interstate when a huge rainstorm came.  Usually, I will drive in rain with little worry, but this rain was fierce.  My vision field in front of the vehicle grew smaller and smaller, and I feared being squished by the big rigs behind me.  I just told myself to make it to the next exit and prayed for safety.  I could not see any signs and had no idea when the next exit would come about.  I was creeping along in a gullywasher, reciting Psalm 23 aloud when finally an exit appeared.  I was able to pull over with about five other cars in a remote moose lodge parking lot until the storm grew lighter.  

So Psalm 23 has become quite a comfort passage for me when I am in distress and need the comfort of knowing my Shepherd leads me and calms me.

Psalm 23

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; 
your rod and staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Monday, September 3, 2012

The Chocolate Torte


Tylenol, chocolate, and Jesus

I thought I would share a journal entry from this past week.  

2 Thessalonians 2: 16-17 "May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word."  

I sure need some encouragement today.  I found this quote in the devo part of my Bible:  "One of our greatest needs as human beings is the need to receive encouragement."

I am in great need of Tylenol, chocolate, and Jesus.  I need Jesus so much.  I feel so much better after spending time in His presence, prayer, and word.  I need to forgive myself for letting the frustrations of the day get to me.

I remember watching a popular female talk show host over 15 years ago.  Her guest was encouraging the audience to keep a journal of thanks.  I've heard this several times throughout the years.  I have started at least four different times to simply write down three things that I am thankful for every day.  By doing this your focus begins to change and you become a more grateful and therefore joyful person.  You begin to dwell on the positive instead of the negative.  Well, I have never stuck with this process, and perhaps I should.

I found a quote recently that read, "Everyday may not be good, but you can find something good in every day."  So I choose to focus on the positive things that happened today:

-A kind coworker looked at the pictures from my Haiti trip, and I looked at her family vacation pictures.  It was nice to share and catch up on each other's lives.

-I had a good laugh with another coworker at the end of the day.

-My roommate made a delicious chocolate torte, and we enjoyed chatting and munching together when I got home.